pishirogane | prismatica

I wouldn't oppose one. We wouldn't want them to find out from another source and ask why we didn't tell them sooner.

Heh. Noted. I wouldn't mind gettin' one up on Inaba's rumor mill.

[He reached for her hands and took them.]

Hmm... you ain't gettin' too cold out here, are ya?

No. Honestly, think about it; what do you think will go around with those rumors?

[Her hands in his, her fingers curled slightly.]

Just a little. I can keep going.

[Coarse thumbs brushed against her knuckles, and the color left him a little at her remark when he realized the true danger of the rumor mill. The things people would assume... and at their age!]

R-right... well... we tell 'em the truth, and if they wanna come up with some batshit scheme, that's their own problem. It'll just be proven wrong after some time, yeah?

[That's the best they can do, really. But until then they could continue their stroll, and a quiet so thick that Kanji feared thinking too hard would somehow be heard by the forest as well as Naoto.]

Knowing what we've learned and overheard during our years in school, I'd prefer they stop them early before they come up with something absolutely heinous.

[She knows the type of rumors they'd like to spread about him. She might be pressing for slander in a few years...]

[Continuing on, she looked over at him again.] I never did put the ring on. May I?

['I heard he was taking responsibility...' and other such bullshit. Pft. Whatever.]

O-oh, right... yeah, let's see it on!

[With everything cleared up, his stomach was far less jittery about seeing the box again, let alone with the ring at hand. He passed it over.]

[Why were people like that?]

[Accepting the ring, she looked between her hands. Not even really thinking about it, she slid it onto her left ring finger.]

How does it look?

[His eyes widened and for a moment he wasn't sure what to say. It wasn't until he was red to the ears that he managed to blubber out a:]

I-it looks great, Naoto...!

[Oh no, were his eyes stinging? Kanji, this wasn't the real thing, what was he going to be like during the actual ACTUAL deal?]

I'm- I'm bustin' a leak, I'm sorry... it's run-off from a little earlier...!!

Kanji-kun...

[Goodness, she hadn't expected that reaction. Checking her pockets, it looks like she neglected to transfer her handkerchief into this jacket. Frowning momentarily, she opted to raising her hands and helping to wipe his eyes if anything came out.]

[He loved her, so fucking much. How many people had a girlfriend who would make fun for shedding a tear, let alone feeling a bit of overwhelming run-off? How she could keep herself so even all the while... she really was such a strong person.

He nuzzled her hands and managed to stem the flow, if only just a little; he wasn't about to become a complete mess, but there was no way he wasn't bearing fresh tear streaks.]

I-I'm okay... how do ya stay so cool?

[She would wipe away his tears all the same, cupping his cheek as he nuzzled.]

Well, I'm not sure what exactly made you cry. What's on your mind?

[He took a breath to steel himself, despite the fact that her hand on his cheek felt so damn nice. The Ware Wolf Shop owner knew having him get down on one knee would cause something awkward to happen, maybe for a laugh, not knowing the relationship he had. But Naoto not only helped back everything up and try to get to the bottom of things, but they were still together like this in the snow, rather than silent and wondering if they would do something else to escape the embarrassment.]

Y-y'know when ya feel a huge fuckin' weight off your shoulders, like you almost fucked up but got through things okay... and then your eyes just start runnin' and feel like they ain't gonna stop? It's like that.

I'm just really happy as hell to have you!

Ah, yes, I know that feeling.

[She doesn't get it often, but to have that much stress building on the mind, of course one would overflow from it. She smiles at him, keeping her hands on his face.]

I'm happy to have you, too, Kanji-kun.

[His heart felt like it swelled, and he wanted to get his hands on a canvas or a sketchbook as soon as possible... taking a walk in this snowy, sparkling forest was the perfect idea, and he was so glad to be here with her.

He moved his hands over hers. As his eyes closed, he stopped to enjoy how warm her hands were. Matching jewelry... he loved that. She'd never wear anything like the stuff he liked and a collar would be t-too much. The rings? Those were subtle. Kind of secret. Their own.

Kanji gave her hands a squeeze.]

...S... Sa... sa-sa...

[Was it odd to use the code now? To open up the possibility? Maybe it was cold in the forest, but... hadn't they mentioned cable cars in the brochures...?]

Sawatte... kuremasu ka?

[Feeling him squeeze, her face proceeded to burn at his question. She was doing that right now... though, this had to be the code, right?]

... I reserved a cable car for us. If that's something you would like to do.

[Squeezing his own hands back, she let her thumbs brush against his knuckles.]

[Briefly, he'd considered replacing 'touch' with 'eat'... but maybe that'd be a little much. He'd done enough embarrassing things for one day. His stomach tied into a knot as he nodded; it was something he'd like to do.]

If it's somethin' we would like to do.

[He nuzzled and offered a little smile.]

Or we jus' go on a cable car ride and celebrate bein' together on an alien planet that ain't lookin' to screw with us for once. One drink? Two?

Ah... yes. If it's something we would like to do...

[But with that answer, it sounded as though he was more than open to going.]

I... suppose a few drinks wouldn't hurt.

[He kissed her hands and lowered them.]

Awesome! Today just got better.

[He raised his head and had a little sniff. It was all he needed to pick up where the smell of fireplace smoke was coming from, denoting the village- the cable cars were nearby, no doubt.]

Nothin' crazy, I promise. I just really like the eggnog here. ...That, and it's so weird that we're the adults among our friends from our home world yet kinda wanna embrace that a little.

I'm glad. You were becoming so tense.

[More reason that she worried and reacted the way she did.]

Mmm... it still seems strange. Even if it was only to get us to cooperate, I wonder if there was any other reason.

[What a rollercoaster of emotions. He needed to maybe get a little more sleep or something; he did pull some super late nights lately... shit, she was rubbing off on him a little.]

Mm. Yeah... I guess I never really thought of why they grabbed the others from when the case was solved, but we're from later.

I mean, if I was still a first-year, I dunno if I'd ever really... y'know, do the Chroma thing. I mean, I wasn't huge on people touchin' me back then, neither. Was still a little cagey.

Yes... I would abhor being touched, and to even go further, I don't think I would be able to reach even that barrier. Holding hands would be difficult enough.

[Kanji sighed in empathy, and nodded. He led the way back.]

Seriously! I couldn't even get people to hold my damn hand if I so much as begged 'em!

But knowin' this planet like I do, how eagerly people offer stuff'd just weird me out. Still kinda does.

...I dunno, is it us, or the product of the country we grew up in? I've been wondering that, lately. Like...

[He shrugged.]

I'm- I'm opening up a lot about what makes me feel good, but would I have gotten to a level of comfort I am now if I was still in Inaba?

... I think it's a mixture. Where we've grown up, public displays of affection are discouraged, even frowned upon by some people. However, as both of us grew up, negative interactions as individuals also discouraged a willingness to open up to people and consequentially, affected our abilities to physically interact with people as a whole.

[She tilted her head, thinking.]

I... don't think so. Perhaps? At least you wouldn't be as open.

[She was right. Compared to everyone else who just needed an open ear, maybe a shoulder to cry on, both Kanji and Naoto were those two stubborn asses who had been forced to grow up early, and had mile-high walls that needed to be scaled before anything else.

...Souji really was a fuckin' saint.

Kanji draped an arm over Naoto's shoulders.]

Yeah, true. It took me two years to tell someone I love 'em. How the hell would I open myself up enough to be...

[He thoughtfully looked skyward.]

...Yeah. Vulnerable's the word. For people like us, goin' down to skin n' open heart's a whole huge thing.

[She leaned against him.]

It is... I'm glad I could be open like this at all. And with you? I appreciate what Senpai did, but I think you understand my predicament better.

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