[It's hard. Given there location, Naoto was doing her best not to be too loud, trying to concentrate on their movements; but somehow, it all managed to seem loud anyway.]
[She was biting her lip; was it her breathing or whimpering?]
[Their bodies rocked in sync; she could still hear themselves smacking together with a wet pop.]
[The odd intensity wasn't helping either. She wanted to ask if Kanji could feel it too - but, she felt close to her tipping point already. Or was that even her?]
[God, this felt good... a weird good, such a weird fuckin' good...! Lumi wasn't telling him at all that enhancement meant sh-sharing...! But he guessed he didn't want to somehow run out of funky rings.
He caught her hand upon his shoulder and kissed it, eager for more of that touch. When he felt something tingling in his own hand it confirmed his suspicions: Everything was shared. What did this mean if they wore these things during the full moons? Something to- to try, maybe...
But for now it was her, it was him, this cable car. It was almost comical how the window nearest them seemed to fog but he didn't care. He focused instead on kissing her neck, a soft moan rumbling in his chest. He could burst... he could burst but he wanted to go just a little more, nobody was here yet, just a little more...!]
[It wasn't fair. She wanted to kiss him and touch him in other places, but the need to keep this as minimal in case their order arrived or someone else saw them was necessary. And she could still touch his face when he wasn't kissing her hand. Her other was fisting his shirt, providing support while she helped him move her.]
[So close; she squeezed her thighs and insides to see if that could help push him to the edge, but she was teetering herself, the all too familiar coiling knot ready to come undone.]
[It was nearly grounding, the feel of bunched cotton in her fist pressed to his chest. Yet as they moved together he was lost in what felt like a million volts of everything else.
It never ceased to take him, like pressing a button that simply unwound everything; she spoke his name and it was like he was stumbling, the last inch of control he had over his senses slipping and tumbling helplessly. So it was that he threw his head back and practically roared her name, his thrusts growing messy and unfocused, pooling heat spilling over her inner walls as he let himself completely lose it.
It was in the movement of his eyes sliding closed to bliss that he noticed a silhouette just outside the doors, a silhouette that politely tried to hide themselves to the side in the snow in the wake of a pair completely tangled up in each other.
Kanji's face burned for it- maybe he was seeing things, maybe he wasn't- yet it all stung just the same. Yet... yet he didn't care. Why stop himself then when they were on the brink?]
[She thought that might get him... but she forgot that she might experience the same euphoria he did upon hearing it. Did it always feel like this to him? It just seemed like everything coalesced together in and instant and she couldn't hold on anymore. At the very least, she could muffle her own sounds by taking advantaged of his exposed throat and help herself to bite down as heat flowered and flowed through her before going down.]
[Unlike him, she didn't notice the silhouette, but she did feel like they were being observed. Hard to say if it was him or something else, but from the way his face burned.]
[It was a bite that set off a little fire in him, something deep, dark and Sanguis. He was breathless from a thousand different sensations, only coaxed along further with the pinch of teeth against his neck.
It'd be a while before his brain could fully piece itself again. But her question drove a shiver from him. Order...? They ordered food... he saw a silhouette a moment ago.]
Yeah... yeah it's here, I think. Covered...
[He vaguely patted the discarded jackets, a half-cocoon. Perhaps they were having a rather heavy makeout session and the prismal was none the wiser?]
[If she hadn't just orgasmed, she'd be more embarrassed... though, nothing was keeping her from that embarrassment creeping up on her as she came down. Releasing his throat, she buried herself against his chest, and did her best to lift one jacket without revealing their connecting and disappear beneath it.]
L-Let's refrain from making this a habit...
[It was exhilarating, but yeah, she still preferred where they couldn't be seen even on accident.]
[She began to disappear and he made no move to stop her from doing so. He lifted his gaze to the prismal who was giving a very 'may I?' look and he offered a very blank stare in return.]
R-right... thought we had- had more time... but they just got here, so it's okay.
[He offered a back rub as he gave a small nod- they can come in. He'll just hold the caterer's attention with some very innocent small talk. Innocence always came with small talk, right? It was just the two of them kissing a bit, that's all. Nothing below the waist. Just two innocent christians practicing... kissing...
Kanji did put a little fire under the ass- well, not literally- to get the caterers on their way, insisting that they probably had a whole lot of orders to get to and thank you thank you for bringing this it looks great oh god please leave
[Naoto can hear the caterers delivering, but says nothing - she does not was to make this anymore awkward than it needed to be. Though, from where she was, she could feel Kanji tensing. His lying was terrible, but she was not going to call him out on it either.]
[Only when it sounded like they left did she peer out... and blink when Kanji slumped. Humming, she kissed his cheek and gave him a small smile.]
[She also had to get off his lap which she briefly shifted to start doing. She doesn't want to think too hard about him being inside still, but... Iris immediately wanted to latch onto that fact and remain seated.]
[Certainly, it'd be tough to get up from this position, Iris urging or no. Kanji looped an arm beneath her knees and gently eased her up, allowing him to slide out of her with a hitch of breath.]
Heheh...nah, I get it. You're always cool about it, Naoto. Shit, you ever had someone do a bridge-burner on ya?
[Hmm, how to explain it... he zipped up and buttoned up again after fixing his jeans.]
So I was pretty terrified of rejection. Still gives me the willies. I mean, not because I hate 'no' or 'not yet', but... people would go outta their way not only to say no, but dig in the knife on how stupid it was for me to even suggest the thing they rejected.
The number of girls who not only said 'no' when asked if they were friends with me, but would then cry and feel offended that they were asked...
[He shook his head.]
The number's higher than it really needed to be. Uh- b-but that's in the past! I jus'- I'm glad you're way above bullshitting. You're honest. True to yourself. That's part of why I love you.
... I haven't. Considering many I worked with needed to do so by contract.
[Her brows furrow at the thought of people metaphorically 'digging the knife' in when it came to rejecting Kanji. She didn't fully comprehend, but she could understand all the same. Did the 'knife' feel the same or different between people of similar age or not was the ultimate curiosity.]
Hmph... well, whenever the reunion comes around, they can regret their rejections then. Their loss can be... mmm, not necessarily my gain; just a miss on their part. Unless, you really don't object to me calling you mine...?
[It doesn't seem like she would be valuing him properly as her significant...]
[They completely missed out by tossing him under the bus and making fun. It likely never felt as good in adulthood as in childhood to have that sort of rejection treatment, but the stares he still occasionally got always felt like thorns in his mind, bugging and stinging.
But what came next was a rush of color to his face. She'd said things to that effect in the heat of the moment and it was beyond sexy, but here? Casually? So... s-so casual...!
He hid his face in his hands.]
I-I don't mind...! I always wondered if- if it was okay if I-... y'know...!
[She belonged to nobody. But the Sanguis brain was so insistent on being so covetous!]
[There's a small thrill seeing him become so flustered. Still, his own words had a similar effect on her, making her face brighten and she lowered her head to hide her own face.]
... It's rather embarrassing to admit, but... I-I do seem to... like being known as yours.
[And she blamed Iris before, but there was just some thought into him regarding her as 'his' affectionately or passionately that made her heart skip.]
[He picked up a bowl and a spoon. He'd learned the prismals make damn good miso soup, and tried his best not to eyeball the grilled fish. That'd be his next target, but right now he needed something a little saltier. But he blinked at her.]
W-well... I mean, I figure when you're flirting with somebody you're gettin' into the mood of how ya feel about 'em and building a sorta vibe, right?
[He nodded, jaw set. That's right! The number of letters she received, the whispers, the people who hung around waiting for the opportunity. How suffocating must that have been?]
Oh yeah, I remember that. It got bad sometimes.
[Suffocating indeed. Enough that he... But he paused, bit his lip, and decided to come clean.]
I'd sometimes jus' walk up n' say hi and people at school would haul ass outta there 'cause they were afraid of me.
That's... that was why. I kinda... did that on purpose.
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[She was biting her lip; was it her breathing or whimpering?]
[Their bodies rocked in sync; she could still hear themselves smacking together with a wet pop.]
[The odd intensity wasn't helping either. She wanted to ask if Kanji could feel it too - but, she felt close to her tipping point already. Or was that even her?]
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He caught her hand upon his shoulder and kissed it, eager for more of that touch. When he felt something tingling in his own hand it confirmed his suspicions: Everything was shared. What did this mean if they wore these things during the full moons? Something to- to try, maybe...
But for now it was her, it was him, this cable car. It was almost comical how the window nearest them seemed to fog but he didn't care. He focused instead on kissing her neck, a soft moan rumbling in his chest. He could burst... he could burst but he wanted to go just a little more, nobody was here yet, just a little more...!]
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[So close; she squeezed her thighs and insides to see if that could help push him to the edge, but she was teetering herself, the all too familiar coiling knot ready to come undone.]
Kanji-kun...
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It never ceased to take him, like pressing a button that simply unwound everything; she spoke his name and it was like he was stumbling, the last inch of control he had over his senses slipping and tumbling helplessly. So it was that he threw his head back and practically roared her name, his thrusts growing messy and unfocused, pooling heat spilling over her inner walls as he let himself completely lose it.
It was in the movement of his eyes sliding closed to bliss that he noticed a silhouette just outside the doors, a silhouette that politely tried to hide themselves to the side in the snow in the wake of a pair completely tangled up in each other.
Kanji's face burned for it- maybe he was seeing things, maybe he wasn't- yet it all stung just the same. Yet... yet he didn't care. Why stop himself then when they were on the brink?]
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[Unlike him, she didn't notice the silhouette, but she did feel like they were being observed. Hard to say if it was him or something else, but from the way his face burned.]
... Our order is here, isn't it?
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It'd be a while before his brain could fully piece itself again. But her question drove a shiver from him. Order...? They ordered food... he saw a silhouette a moment ago.]
Yeah... yeah it's here, I think. Covered...
[He vaguely patted the discarded jackets, a half-cocoon. Perhaps they were having a rather heavy makeout session and the prismal was none the wiser?]
Oh, god,... that was awesome...
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L-Let's refrain from making this a habit...
[It was exhilarating, but yeah, she still preferred where they couldn't be seen even on accident.]
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R-right... thought we had- had more time... but they just got here, so it's okay.
[He offered a back rub as he gave a small nod- they can come in. He'll just hold the caterer's attention with some very innocent small talk. Innocence always came with small talk, right? It was just the two of them kissing a bit, that's all. Nothing below the waist. Just two innocent christians practicing... kissing...
Kanji did put a little fire under the ass- well, not literally- to get the caterers on their way, insisting that they probably had a whole lot of orders to get to and thank you thank you for bringing this it looks great oh god please leave
Silence. Distant footsteps growing more faint.
He sighed and slumped.]
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[Only when it sounded like they left did she peer out... and blink when Kanji slumped. Humming, she kissed his cheek and gave him a small smile.]
Let's try focusing on our food.
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R-right... um... are we...?
[He gestured vaguely, but wondered if it was really necessary. After a bit of chewing at his bottom lip, he reconsidered.]
Y'don't need to, um... move, or...!
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[She also had to get off his lap which she briefly shifted to start doing. She doesn't want to think too hard about him being inside still, but... Iris immediately wanted to latch onto that fact and remain seated.]
Could you help me?
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[Certainly, it'd be tough to get up from this position, Iris urging or no. Kanji looped an arm beneath her knees and gently eased her up, allowing him to slide out of her with a hitch of breath.]
Sorry... jelly legs, huh?
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... You... could say that. My pants are also a little constricting since they're not down that far.
[But now that she's up enough, she could fix her underwear and pants back in place.]
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[Quickies were a science, and a very messy science at that. He would take a few napkins to helpfully pick up after everything.]
Don't worry- no sneaky times in alleys or nothin' where we'd get caught... I-I just didn't think they'd come over here so fast!
But... thanks. Uh, for gettin' what I was gettin' at earlier.
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No, I didn't think they would either.
Earli-- ah, well... were circumstances different...
[Who could honestly say...]
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[Hmm, how to explain it... he zipped up and buttoned up again after fixing his jeans.]
So I was pretty terrified of rejection. Still gives me the willies. I mean, not because I hate 'no' or 'not yet', but... people would go outta their way not only to say no, but dig in the knife on how stupid it was for me to even suggest the thing they rejected.
The number of girls who not only said 'no' when asked if they were friends with me, but would then cry and feel offended that they were asked...
[He shook his head.]
The number's higher than it really needed to be. Uh- b-but that's in the past! I jus'- I'm glad you're way above bullshitting. You're honest. True to yourself. That's part of why I love you.
I... yeah, that's- that's all.
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[Her brows furrow at the thought of people metaphorically 'digging the knife' in when it came to rejecting Kanji. She didn't fully comprehend, but she could understand all the same. Did the 'knife' feel the same or different between people of similar age or not was the ultimate curiosity.]
Hmph... well, whenever the reunion comes around, they can regret their rejections then. Their loss can be... mmm, not necessarily my gain; just a miss on their part. Unless, you really don't object to me calling you mine...?
[It doesn't seem like she would be valuing him properly as her significant...]
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But what came next was a rush of color to his face. She'd said things to that effect in the heat of the moment and it was beyond sexy, but here? Casually? So... s-so casual...!
He hid his face in his hands.]
I-I don't mind...! I always wondered if- if it was okay if I-... y'know...!
[She belonged to nobody. But the Sanguis brain was so insistent on being so covetous!]
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... It's rather embarrassing to admit, but... I-I do seem to... like being known as yours.
[And she blamed Iris before, but there was just some thought into him regarding her as 'his' affectionately or passionately that made her heart skip.]
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G-good to know! I, uhm... I gotta come up with some stuff. I'm still learnin' the whole 'flirting' thing.
[He smirked shyly as he pulled his hands away, and sat up straighter.]
Think I'm gettin' better, though. I judge by how much ya blush.
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[She's going to look at their food... and not let him see her red face.]
It's difficult not to do so since, even when you're flirting, I know you mean every word.
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W-well... I mean, I figure when you're flirting with somebody you're gettin' into the mood of how ya feel about 'em and building a sorta vibe, right?
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[Taking a bowl for herself, she took a moment to swirl around the contents, scowling faintly.]
Not in all cases. Some people who have attempted to flirt with me in the past did not have those intentions.
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Oh yeah, I remember that. It got bad sometimes.
[Suffocating indeed. Enough that he... But he paused, bit his lip, and decided to come clean.]
I'd sometimes jus' walk up n' say hi and people at school would haul ass outta there 'cause they were afraid of me.
That's... that was why. I kinda... did that on purpose.
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[She sighed; she wasn't a stepping stone for people.]
Hm... I thought it was an odd coincidence when you did that. I didn't say it then, but I appreciated when you interrupted.
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